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Entry n1: 12/12/2023 "woaw first entry!"

well, hello! first entry ever!!1

honestly, i have so much things to talk about.. i feel a little overwhelmed, but also inspired to write something meaningful.. sigh (its a little long but bear with me plz o_u)

first i wanna talk about my site, a lil abt my life and other sites, and a bunch of boring and very personal things no one cares about? its 1:20 am.. i should be sleeping.. but im on vacation so wathevr!!! lolz

well, about the site, i feel so happy people see it! its not a lot of people but they all have awesome sites and it makes me feel amazing, even when im a newbie to this and it mostly looks so ugly and broken lol...

so far this community has been amazing! all of the webmasters are so unique and talented.. wowz...

dulcesilly's is important to me, actually ive been planning on doing a site for me since 2022! but i never had time to learn html and css properly, so this year i decided that must change, and it did!!!

sometimes i feel a little bad about my coding skills since theyre very amateur, but it fills me with joy to know that its always an improvement over time thing lolol, i just have to learn more!

i hope the people seeing this can learn a little about me and my life, though not so much because thats a little too much hasdhasdhsg . im just a teenager with a cat and a lot of free time on the internet, i have many passions and im filled with love and curiosity for all things ever #lovemaxxing .

also today i ate a rlly yummy sandwich my mom made

tomorrow (like in a few hours) i think im seeing my boyfriend, hes very handsome :3 yeas . and well.. i think this is getting pretty long it was supposed to be a short first entry to like see how the blog would look but now its really long . sorray...

ill keep posting entries abt my toughts soon!! maybe on like twitter or something i have a really funny experience (its not funny and its quite dreadful and horrible)

thats all for now buh-bye take careee!!

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Entry n2: 13/12/2023 "an ramblings 1"

i know its like the same day but i will probably write a lot here lolz..

i just feel weird, i know ive gotten into making the site for like a rlly short time but. i have the feeling that it isnt cool enough? hmmm..

my boyfriend just left, we ate ravioli for dinner and had a good day.. its currently 00:20am now.. lolz. but yeah like i was saying, i rlly wanna finish my site i have so many ideas, but i already feel like i want to revamp everything from the index lmfao... it jsut looks a little messy now that i see it.. but i like it tho it has its charm.. though i could DEFINETLY (i wont bother looking up the spelling of that word) improve my web design skills...

sigh... my phone died and also my tummy hurts.. i was talking to my bf.. but i guess i will use the time it gets to charge to do some things around the site..

me rn . doing intersting web stuff

atp this is just a rambling post.. nothing much.. maybe tomorrow ill talk abt the twitter thing i wanted to say yesterday.. also ive seen there was like some sort of "drama" in the neocities community a while ago? its not like i care a lot but i am curious . what type of drama could it have been? it seemed serious.. hm...

i hope no one involved reads this or im gonna kms they will think im a chusma..

and yeah thats all i think.. my life is really boring for now.. im on summer vacation and its christmas soon, also my bf turns 17 the 14th so im excited for that... and my grandpa turns 72 the 17th so im also excited for that! and i have my final english exam the 19th so wish me luck plz..

ALSO IM REALLY MAD AT MY SCHOOL . I HAVE GOOD GRADES . I BEHAVE ACCORDINGLY . IMA GOOD STUDENT AND A GOOD CLASSMATE and they didnt put me in the honorary flag (i guess thats how u would call it in english ? idk in spanish is cuerpo de bandera) JUST BECAUSE I DIDNT GO TO PRIMARY SCHOOL HERE LIKE TH OTHERS OOOOHOHH HHH MY GAWD...... i was fuming when i found out someone with a lower promedy got in and i didnt u_u at least my bestie got in! hi vali if u are reading this lolol . I guess its part of life, one doesnt always gets what one wants.. and i wasnt the best promedy either so i guess its okay...

BUT IM STILL MAD . NOT EVEN THE LAST PLACE?? THERE IS 18 PLACES . EIGHTEEN!!!!! and i couldnt even get into the last place . omfg . i lost the idgaf war . i do give a milllion fucks . oh my goodness

anyway.. i must get going . im gonna read witch hat atelier or something have a good day

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Entry n3: 14/12/2023 "awesom day.."

hiiiii .. today i did a lot of things! . well to start . yesterday i made my boyfriend a cake for his birthday! and today we ate it, i surprised him lolol he didnt even know i was gonna show up at his house :D

i would show a picture of the cake but i didnt take rlly good ones.. so just so u know it was chocotorta! very delicious . also i went to therapy today, so many things in me life ...

so yeah! fun day! and a lot of kisses and hugs and happiness

i made a song with him too!!! ill probably show it soon.. we are so cool

also, my sister is in a sleep over (at his house lol because our little sisters are best friends) so today im alone im my room :( but its okay i can tidy everything up and go to sleep at any hour lol its currently 00:15am as im writing this!!! always blogging so late...

anyway, i doubt anyone is reading these but oh well XD . i like writing them.. its fun . also im planning alot of updates for the site! i wanna organize links and stuff, and start with the about the site page! i will also try to work on the drawings page and a resources one too! shrines can wait.. a little lol

im enjoying my vacations so far! also learning a bunch of stuff and hanging out with friends too! i have another birthday this saturday.. im so busy all the time even on holidays!?

i found this its really funny

oh something bad happened i almost forgot! my sweet sweet baby got a little sick . shes better now but i was so worried for her

also today i went to the doctor and he was 73 YEARS OLD!!! what . and he treated us kinda badly but anyway . goodbye mr burns..

well, its time for me to start cleaning my room now and listen to some music.. also i havent forgotten about that semi-storytime about twitter . ill do it one of these days i promise lolol.. have fun !

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Entry n4: 16/12/2023 "bad luck today? and sons"

well, today i had a pool birthday, but i couldnt attend because i got my period and its like 43°C outside, literal HELL (in farenheit it would be 109.4°F since you guys use anything except using the worldwide accepted metrics for things) and yeah i dont want to get pulverized, my skin is also really white and yah i would be cooked in 2 seconds.. but another thing making me sad right now is the fact that tomorrow is my grandpa's birthday and its also in the pool :((( FML tthis is so uncool of my uterus.

i guess i can use the time i will stay inside today to listen music, watch jerma clips and FINALLY work on the things in this site, im excited for that! also i have to study for my english final lol its my last year on the institute.. i would say im pretty confident, but im also a bit scared! the exam will have 7 pages and has a duration of 4 hours! and i also have to give a speech in front of all the teachers and the principal (つω`)...

but nevermid that, look, i made a new oc yesterday!! his name is Caedis, hes 18 years old and is very rich and has like evil gay powers and eats people, isnt he so cute.

his hair changes when he uses magic, i think i just wanted him to have cool hair..

talking about ocs, other of my beloved ocs is Cecé! or Celeste :D she is a gal! and does nails!! shes argentinian and like super cool and lovely i love her these drawing are kinda old tho

yeah thats pretty much it! well, its 4pm rn so more things may happen today.. who knows!!!!

if someone actually reads my blog entries, thank you.. please leave something on my guestbook.. i will love you for lyfe...

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Entry n5: 18/12/2023 "life is so eventful, and xmas one week away! can you believe it? christmas..."

well, hi!! two days since last entry??!! an you're crazy.. crazy i tell ya!

i ended up going to my grandpas birthday.. and i did enter the pool! im so thankful for tampons. my boyfriend was there too and we played football and played in the water and stuff, also there was a tiny dog i love it so muchhh we played with him a lot! then he got tired and fell asleep. then he woke up again. and so on..

as for today, i went to the institute for one last class before the exam tomorrow!! i made my presentation (not the real one just like a test) and i did good! but ehh im kinda nervouussss...(＞﹏＜)

i cant give up tho, its very important! and i my parents had to pay a lot of money for me to study there so im doing my best!!! ╰(*´︶`*)╯

also it think im gonna open commisions on instagram (yea i have ig just to post art and keep up with some friends n stuff lol) because i want to buy breath of the wild for my switch!! this cringemas im buying myself stuff, merry yaoimas and happy yuri everyone.

lately ive seen some sites with some curious stuff.. and i tried to block them but it doesnt work i think lol...i know dni lists dont really belong here on neocities, but i kinda dgaf.. no im joking but actually like i dont like people who are into incest (not selfcest, i actually like it tho it could def use a better name lol) and stuff? or like enjoy loli/shota and stuff.. it makes me really uncomfortable so i think its just better to block.. idk why i said this, but it leads me to my other point.. yes.. finally... the hypermega boring twitter rant!!!!!!

i lied, midway through writing it i realised its not very interesting, nothing you havent heaard about that platform before anyway.. its just that twitter has always been like this and now its dying, thank god! and fuck elon musk, i think everyone and their mamas hate that man. again i dont think i can add something meaningful to the conversation on the app, but i can add some of my experience i guess?

so okay, i've had many accounts since 2020, but only in 2021-2023 i gained "a following" u know? since i was always drawn into fandom spaces and community, i shared my art on twitter, mainly pony art because i love my little pony lol

my first two ""big"" accounts got permanently banned, because i said i hate pedophiles (lolicons were harassing me so i replied with that and.. i got banned.. yikes) and yeah, i created the last one that was @dulcesilly_ and where i only posted art. i almost had 4k followers and a lot of likes actually, but it started to make me actually SUFFER like that app is a horrible environment for artists, the overall algorithm, the people, the replies, its awful!

i decided to quit some weeks after a dude with a lolicon account started harassing me in my posts, he said things about my genitals, cursed me, and literally sent me death threaths, his account got banned but i never really felt safe anymore (not that i did before, but well). i also started feeling like my art was not valuable, or that it was ugly since if you dont post things the algorithm wants, your other posts relating other interests basically flopped, and that left a frustrating feeling in me. which shouldnt make anyone feel that way, likes will NEVER determine your value as an artist. also every two days there was a callout thread on someone (from stupid reasons to literally people harming others), i offten ask myself what does calling the person out does? i mean of course you can give a heads up to their followers, but in real life they aren't facing any real consecuences, they can just log off and go on with their life, and ignore everything.

and subtwts.. oh my god, self harm twitter, eating disorder twitter, obssesive love twitter? ??? people just dont know what to do anymore, and the discourse oggggggghhhhhhhhh???!!!!1 its like tiktok

also, its a literal dumpster full of bigots, racists, nazis and mysoginists, its horrible, it shouldnt happen, and i think elon actually allows it! he bans people who dont think like him, its a regime, its horrible. its full of bots and porn addicts and im glad i deactivated my account. i only have a priv with very few people because theyre my friends and i rlly dont have any other way to keep in touch with them, actually that was one of the reasons dulcesilly was born here on neocities, is a way to keep in touch (kind of) if i finally decide to uninstall that fucking app once and for all.

one good thing twitter has is the way people can share useful information, like from world events. i learned about the genocide in congo, palestine and many other countries through there and then i kept investigating for myself, i saw about the boycott, and i saw beautiful art made by talented artists, and soemtimes its fun but the good in this case can't defeat the bad

in a way its like a big pimple in the face of the internet, and i hate it, not pimples but twitter,i hate pimples but not as much as twitter. i would jsut kill it with my mind, ebil powers.

this was a long one i think, my eyes hurt, i should be studying!!!!!! ahhh goobye see ya, please leave what you think in my guestbook or in the commenst on my profile, or just like send me a mail or something.. im open to discussion!!! goobye!!!

me forgetting everything i just wrote from my mind to keep being happy for the rest of the day

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Entry n6: 23/12/23 "JESUS TIME IS COMING"

whatsapppp!!!!! how r u guys omg its been sooo long!!!:.. (talking to the void)

we gotta take the dust out of here, and christmas in just 2 days away!! isnt it so exciting? (´ ∀ ` ) im so jolly right now!!! christmas spirit.. also happy holidays to everypony who doesn´t celebrate christmas

and yeah nothing too big has been happening in my life lately.. i gratuated from my english institute and now im like in fully vacation state(? ive been playing a lot of zelda and ive been getting into past interests, like death note n stuff.. also yesterday i got a rlly cool triforce keychain in a fair!

rlly bad picture btw my phone is so broken lol

of course its not official merch, but its very difficult for me to find these types of stuff in my town, so im very grateful to find this xD

talking about my broken phone, i was reading a lawlight fanfic and i wanted to take a screenshot, and i realised all the buttons in my phone stopped working? so i had to download an app to take screenshots (＃￣ω￣)...

by the way.. i still have to finish some pages on the site (a lot) so i will probably start with my drawings.. they need a place! poor guys, you can see most of them on my tumblr or my instagram page tho! theyre both callled dulcesilly so you'll find me easily (⁀ᗢ⁀)! it makes me very happy when people say they like my art.

anyways, this entry is much shorter than the others.. i hope you all have very jolly days and a happy new year!!

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Entry n7: 27/12/23 "yapping"

hello!! how did your holidays go? :3 mine were pretty good.. this week has been really good in some aspects! i got money from my parents and i went to a friends birthday yesterday! i also spent christmas day with my boyfriend! yay

if you know me well or..if you read the box thats next to this one, you may have realised im rewatching Haikyuu!! its my favorite piece of media ever, im like actually obssesed, after all these years! i think i've been a haikyuu fan since 2020! or 2019 i cant remember lol.. but i am like actually insanely obssesed with it, im a hardcore fan! i have some of the manga volumes (though i finished the manga last year via internet..im poor!), a bunch of posters, TONS of fanart, i have a lot of archives too... its easy to say im the biggest fan ever.

KAGEHINA JUMPSCARE

dont think i only like it because of the ships please.. i actually think this animanga changed the course of my life forever, i have a lot of thinkpieces about like. every single character in the show hidden somewhere.. i just enjoy it so much... it makes me TRULY happy like i cant even begin!!!!!!!!! AH""""""2OSJI im exploding right no w. ah.. anyway im on episode 5 of season 2 now!

but still, yesterday i stayed up late and drew this out of boredom, it looks pretty bad and weird because it was 3 am. sorry im cringe... (￣▽￣*)ゞ

but you can't take away the fujoness of a fujo, you know? so im really excited because i want to do a haikyuu!! doujinshi! it will be kagehina. of course, it won't be erotic! just BL.. the majority of the cast are minors for the most part of the series (specially my favorites) and so am i! so it would be a little uncomfortable...maybe when i turn 18 since now all the characters are like 30... but im still too shy to draw that sort of stuff, i can't even draw a kiss without feeling flustered! (i also dont know how to draw them properly) but only when i draw, for some reason

the only problem is that im very lazy.. and i have to learn a lot of comic/manga stuff! its a form of art and i wouldn't stand doing it wrong, i take the art of doujin very seriously! but im very determined so im sure i will do it, eventually.. like everything.

anyway, thats one of the thins, the ohter one is thaat im planning to buy are some Haikyuu!! related goods soon, so when i get them i will show.. probably!

yeah, thats all for today! i have to sleep early today since tomorrow i have therapy at 10 am! (its 00:14 right now) but i think it will be good since vacations messed up my sleep schedule.. maybe these next days i will update the site! and maybe even revamp things, who knows!

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Entry n8: 29/12/23 "supriseee and long day"

whatsuppppp!!!! how do we feel abt the index revamp???heheheh... so summer.. its summer here after all!

ah... im so sleepy.. its 3 am.. and today i went to my therapy session sooo very early and it was so hot, the sun is dangerous... the good news is i bought a Haikyuu!! volume! the 7th eheheh..

i also bought a gift for my boyfriend, its a tiny goku keychain! i hope he likes it..!

and then i went out to eat with some of my friends i haven't seen in a long time! i ate red velvet cake.. yum..

well.. im going to sleep lol im very tired rn..

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Entry n9: 02/01/24 "new year start!"

helloooo whats up!!! just makin the first entry of the year!

how did your new years start? mine was pretty weird lol, my air conditioner started leaking water overnight i almost lost everything!! luckily i woke up soon enough to stop it and save my things lol, my mouse got super wet so i had to replace it.. and also my stylus is a bit weird but overall everything else came out unharmed Dx

a good thing is that i won 4th place in a dtyis! yay, fun

im changing things up a biiit around here, and maybe i will add a dream diary since i have pretty weird ones lol i may even draw some of them... yeah!

i've been drawing a lot.. i promise soon i will add the drawings page ahhh coding is hard (＃￣0￣)!!

sorry if the blog is kinda hard to read and scroll i dont know how to make it work properly lol

i hope everything looks cool in my site this year!!!! yay

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Entry n10: 09/01/24 "hello pooplings"

soooo hiii!!!!! how have u all been doing!!!

ahh! ive been very happy! a lot of birthdays.. and fun days.. and my site got featured in federiefederi!!! please check them out and support them a lot!!!!! here!!

also! today i dyed my hair red and got bangs! curly bangs!! heheh im excited it looks cute.. my boyfriend doesnt know so its a surprise! unless hes reading this...? heheh

also today i tried to add the drawings page to my site but it seems as if it was too heavy...? sigh.. i spent so much time on it nooooo 。゜゜(´Ｏ`) ゜゜。i need help!

anyhow im gonna start with shrines pretty soon! hopefully lol :3

also my mom got me a bunch of stickers and a hatsune miku doll! yayyayayayaayyyy

i also went to a creek (? with my boyfriends family and a lot of wacky things happened! and we found little frogs! i got to hold them for a bit, this is the species i think, they were reaaally small so im not sure, i looked it up and these are rlly similar so i might as well be!

Leptodactylus latrans

anyway! see you soon tomorrow is my dads birthday! hehe

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Entry n11: 17/01/24 "yadda yadda"

hiii!!! hows everypony doing today xD my day so far has been very good! yesterday my boyfriend came to my house and we played a lot of games and spent the day together, its very fun being on vacation when you have a husband

anyways! i started spending a little more time on my spacehey! its fun though im still a little lost on what youre supposed to do there lolz i just thhink its cute! i usually post bulletins and sstuff, add me if u wanna be friends!! also i will probably use it as a microblog sometimes.. i have to blog somewhere or else i die!!! xD

and yeah.. i have to get back to gaming.. i have to finish twilight princess!! and i wanna start playing 90's-2000's visual novels, sadly most of them are eroge dating sims but oh well XD i dont care that much.. the one im looking foward to play rn is Comic Party see the Wikipedia article cuz it looks fun and its about doujinshi lmfao!! and the girls look cute so i may as well play it (´ ∀ ` *)

yeah... if i have more updates abt the game i will tell u guys :3 hopefully soon i will start coding new pages for the site lolz..(ᵔ◡ᵔ) have a nice day!

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Entry n12: 24/01/24 "whatsup!!!"

ahhh hows everypony doing today!!!

im doing good! i feel like im neglecting my site too much!! but thats no more i promise i will start something soon... lolol..

also, i've planned on changing the "drawings" page to a "neighbours" page, its easier for me lol also u can see my art on my tumblr or my instagram page! honestly i think it will be easier for me that way :3 also easier for everyone to see stuff!

well! im about to start season 4 of haikyuu!! with my sister ahh im so so excited for the upcoming movie i really hope they bring it to my local cinema (its very unlikely but one can dream lol)

also i've been drawing a lot and trying new styles, like this i did for example lul! its some type of cecé on the beach...

by the way, i can't believe my site is this big already! 12k views is a lot, so i will work hard too!! heart emoji

so yeah! thats it little life update tomorrow i have therapy and this year i will probably start voleyball!! woo exciting ( ^ ω ^)

i hope you all have nice days and weeks have fun buhbye!!!!!

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Entry n13: 04/02/24 "life..."

whats up guys!! is life treating u now? these are some weird days!

as you may or may not know, my computer got a ransomware virus and it encrypted the majority of my files, including drawings, the files of the site (yeah..) and a lot of games/programs i had! also they were soo kind that they wanted to scam me too.. jeez!

they also tried to hack into basically all my accounts, my sister's accounts and even my mom's! crazy stuff i tell you!! i had to change every single password, they even hacked my duolingo account ୧((#Φ益Φ#))୨!! have fun learning portuguese i guess.. stupid asses....

luckily, my boyfriend came to the rescue and got rid of the virus! yay!! i still couldn't (and can't) recover all those encrypted files, so i just deleted them and i guess i have to start over with life #resilient

good news is, my auntie got her leg and ankle surgery done! im happy for that..

anyway have a good week until i figure out how to retrieve all the files here in neocities into my pc again (im writing this entry on the neocities dashboard lol)...(´-ω-`)

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Entry n14: 26/02/24 "life part 2"

hey everypony how are you all!

(The void seems happy to see me again).

ahh.. these past few weeks have been cool if i think about it.. i still have a few weeks of vacation and days to chill... i realised i have been only updating the site on super small things! like blog entries or little stuff that no one even notices!

But enough of that... two weeks ago i went to a funeral, it was a really sweet girl from the other class, we weren't really close, but I knew she was sick. I said my goodbyes and I will think about her for a long time probably, since I won't be seeing her in school anymore, and that saddens me.

In other an related stuff, im still going to therapy! i feel much better to be honest :-) andd ive started playing two games! Omori (switch) and Witch's Heart (computar)! im playing more of omori now though but i wanna finish them both :3

also i bought tloz botw! it will come to me on june... sigh...

everything else is cool! my aunt is healing fast and my boyfriend is doing okay! my family and friends are good... im happy! i have also been drawing a lot since The incident. Hehe! alsoooooo i will start making a haikyuu shrine soon... my first shrine... i swear im insane abt it I WANT TO SEE THEW MOVEI SHAADSJHDWIDJ0W89E8HWDJSADNK!!qas

kay thats all! goobye everypony